Stop Frolic Genius! Its Time for SHOWS!

Do you have a feeling like everyone does not like you? Or maybe they think you're numbnuts and knuckle-dragger? Yeah its sucks right? Same thing happened to me. However, whenever I wake up from bed or after I take my bath, I happily remind myself in front of mirror "Why  I was created? Why am I here? What am I doing in this world? Why did Allah create me?"

Allah the Exalted and The most Honored said;

And I created not Jinn and Mankind except that the should workship Me(Alone)- Surah Adh Dariyat ayahh56

It's hard menggg to think husnozon. Seriously, I'm like whats going on with peeps nowdays??? Can't I pretend to be moron ? Hahahaha. Be what you love peeps don't be stereotype! World don't need stereotype peeps by the way.

Things will get better.

 I had many problems lately. Assigment, lab reports and test always be my frienemies.Haha. Sometimes when everything goes well I become 'Whoa heaven wehh'. More importantly, i'll through final exam in this month. Ohh please. By the way, why I make this blog? This story begin here,today I had speaking test, you know speaking test? Teacher give you a topic and you've to discuss with a group of friends. And today all my friends know my english skill which is pretty bad. *cutesigh*. So I decided to make a new blog, actually I already have one blog before but I forgot what email I used for that account. So starting from today I gonna post all in english to improve my skill. Recently, I felt so pressure in life, it is hard for me to live alone without my lovely parents and my lil boys but I must stay strong. So I remind myself that Allah does not burdens a soul beyond that it can bear. Rabbi Yassir wala tu'assir rabbi tammin bi khair ( O Allah, make it easy for me and not make it difficult and end it with goodness). Amin

 The Highest Power had said in Al-Quran;

"And that it is He(Allah) Who makes( whom He wills) laugh, and makes(whom He wills) weep"- Surah An-Najm 53;43 

with love,

Hostalgia ;)