Forget the past and carry on

Hi to me, ( Because no one read my blog so it is directly for me).

Its been awhile since I'm update nothing. Seriously can you believe how fast time flies. I already finished my first semester with unsatisfied result. Hmm.Ahh lets move to  the other topic. HAha
During the sem break what did I do with such a long holiday. It's quite bored anyway.

 Now I living with my grandma and family also and its totally give me a huge contrast. Its like you owned 2 houses and you've to keep shuttle between it. I've to sleep in my grandma house on the night and during the morning (or dawn) I've to go back to  Mom's house for breakfast and watching TV. Grandma's house did not have an ASTRO, she only have a basic channel so every morning she would asks me to turn on tv and pick Al-Hijrah channel for her.
How I missed those days. Heyy you just came here since yesterday! So stop being cheeky and start your revision girl! It will be a tough sem ever, I swear. hahaaha

This sem I gonna work harder than before. haha.  I can stand anymore when everyone keep asking me the same question ,which is about my pointer. Arghh bring it on dude, I gonna screw it up from now!

Stop Frolic Genius! Its Time for SHOWS!

Do you have a feeling like everyone does not like you? Or maybe they think you're numbnuts and knuckle-dragger? Yeah its sucks right? Same thing happened to me. However, whenever I wake up from bed or after I take my bath, I happily remind myself in front of mirror "Why  I was created? Why am I here? What am I doing in this world? Why did Allah create me?"

Allah the Exalted and The most Honored said;

And I created not Jinn and Mankind except that the should workship Me(Alone)- Surah Adh Dariyat ayahh56

It's hard menggg to think husnozon. Seriously, I'm like whats going on with peeps nowdays??? Can't I pretend to be moron ? Hahahaha. Be what you love peeps don't be stereotype! World don't need stereotype peeps by the way.

Things will get better.

 I had many problems lately. Assigment, lab reports and test always be my frienemies.Haha. Sometimes when everything goes well I become 'Whoa heaven wehh'. More importantly, i'll through final exam in this month. Ohh please. By the way, why I make this blog? This story begin here,today I had speaking test, you know speaking test? Teacher give you a topic and you've to discuss with a group of friends. And today all my friends know my english skill which is pretty bad. *cutesigh*. So I decided to make a new blog, actually I already have one blog before but I forgot what email I used for that account. So starting from today I gonna post all in english to improve my skill. Recently, I felt so pressure in life, it is hard for me to live alone without my lovely parents and my lil boys but I must stay strong. So I remind myself that Allah does not burdens a soul beyond that it can bear. Rabbi Yassir wala tu'assir rabbi tammin bi khair ( O Allah, make it easy for me and not make it difficult and end it with goodness). Amin

 The Highest Power had said in Al-Quran;

"And that it is He(Allah) Who makes( whom He wills) laugh, and makes(whom He wills) weep"- Surah An-Najm 53;43 

with love,

Hostalgia ;)